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I got my parents to quit my job for me yesterday. I know I should have done It myself but they're weren't going to let go to an English lecture that I had paid for. So my parents went to make sure I could go and we decide I should quit too as I had been begging to for months now seemed like the right time. I have to work two more times and then I'm done forever! To be completely honest I am freaking out for my last two shifts and If they have said anything to the customers. I know I shouldn't worry but I have to It what I do. I feel so horrid too as my boss's cancer has come back but i have my year 12 exams coming up in a month and I hate working there so much that I often come home crying. Should i have stayed and hated my life? Or did I make the right choice in choosing to be happy with my life?

Also can I say the people who made the show "Married, Single, Other" are so stupid for canceling the show! It was the final episode on Sunday night and I Googled in the minute it finished to see if they has signed on for a second season and clearly they haven't. I thought that it was the best show to be on TV this year and they canceled it! I am extremely disappointed.

On a final note I love the movie Easy A and have already seen it twice :).

xoxo

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Today i had my last ever math methods and english sacs. It is a amazing feeling!
No more Farewell to arms. I will have to work extra hard on Look Both Ways as i do not want to have to write on Farewell to Arms EVER AGAIN!!!!
I have no plans for the weekend at all this is the weirdest feeling ever! I have not hung out with one of my closest friends in so long because i have been really busy on the weekend for so many weekends now. It makes me feel lost not having any plans!
So the question is do i A: studying for exams, B: find a friend and PARTY C: make a video or makeover? I really don't know but what i do know is that i am going to just chill tonight and watch old tv shows like Zoey 101 as i has sadly become addicted to it. I'm telling you it is because i am finishing highscbhool and it was on when i was beginning. Well at least that why i hope.

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I am not going to lie i know no one reads this blog. I also know i have not told anyone knows that it exists. You would think that i would tell my friends about my tiny little attempts to write but you see i can not. I think it's because their is always that tiny thought that people are judging you and don't truly like you. I over the years have always been very talented at making new friends keeping them can sometimes be a completely different stories however. I've also been a person to introduce others make friendships happen. It can sometimes seem like people just want that connection and entrance into a group not an actual friendship. WOW i just went on a rant but it is staying.

Today i found myself day dreaming about a hair style. It's a short lopsided one . There is one problem with day dreaming i want long hair. I am finally content with the length of my hair i now am saying it is long. Of course i still want to grow it longer as i fine long hair incredibly pretty. I cut my hair last year it was really short and i didn't like it that much i just wanted long hair and now that i am happy it is long i am thinking of cutting! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???

that's all folks( & myself my only reader*)
*I would love someone to prove me wrong!