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I feel as though all i eat is carbs these days. Being vegetarian I have very limited foods that i can eat. Being fussy really doesn't help either. I've been eating maggi noodles for lunch and toast for breakfast. So i feel like I eat to much carbs and not enough healthier food. So I was thinking what would I sacrifice for being skinny? At school you will often find me wasting my money on salt and vinegar chips. Would i give this up if i knew i would be skinny? The answer is hard because what causes me to eat them at school in the first place? Don't get me wrong I am by no means fat. I am average size but I have always and will always desire to be skinnier.

There is also another problem which stops me from being a skinnier person. I barely ever exercise! I walk to school every weekday but it is only a five minute walk. However i have been trying to do 100 sit up daily so lets if i have an awesome body for schoolies :D

xoxo

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Yesterday at the party I lost my belly ring! I was shattered as I have only had the chance to show it off for one whole summer. I Got it done in January 2008 and wasn't allowed into my pool for at least four weeks. I was so scared that if I didn't get a new belly ring soon my whole would close over and I wouldn't get the chance to have it seen this summer. I sound superficial but I made my parents mad when I got it done and they said no one is going to see it, so there is no point. Being a 19 year old girl I LOVE proving my parents wrong and last summer I was showing off my belly ring just to convince my parents i made a good decision. Anyway back to the point, I am now wearing my sleeper ear ring as my belly ring as I am lazy and not mention don't have enough money for a good gold belly ring like my last one. I find it very amusing now to look at my stomach and see the circular ring there. The downside is i now have a sleeper in one ear and a stud on the other. I could have Worn two studs but I decided to rock the uneven look for my practice exams this week. As i need something to make me smile.

I was going to post a picture from last night but i haven't found a good one yet that shows my outfit so I will post one as soon as i found one.
:) xoxo

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Hi All,
Why yes i do like to make myself laugh. Why you may ask? Because i am the only one who reads this yet i start with "Hi All".

Now to the point of today post. Tonight I am attending a dress up party. I can dress up as anything starting with M, T or K. As they are the initials of my friends name. Which is a cute idea for a theme. The only downside is that everyone has been having dress up parties this year. I have been this will be my 3rd in two weeks. However i did tell my friend this week that for her 18th she should have a theme so that it more remembered than others with theme. Her birthday is also in January so it will be one of the last 18th that many of friends attend so it is likely to be remember anyway but I'm not going to tell her that. As i want one more dress up one and as she has hot guy friends I want to look as good as possible costumes are great conversation starters.

I did have a point when i mentioned the party. Tonight i am going as "Miss Massage" it is a outfit from Bras and things. It was purchase by my sister when she was in year 12 to wear to an 18th with a pink theme. It is quite tight but i think i can pull it off, i was doing sit ups before and will do more, Hopefully. I am quite nervous to be suck a risky outfit what better way to improve my confidence and get rid of my shyness.

bye!

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I got my parents to quit my job for me yesterday. I know I should have done It myself but they're weren't going to let go to an English lecture that I had paid for. So my parents went to make sure I could go and we decide I should quit too as I had been begging to for months now seemed like the right time. I have to work two more times and then I'm done forever! To be completely honest I am freaking out for my last two shifts and If they have said anything to the customers. I know I shouldn't worry but I have to It what I do. I feel so horrid too as my boss's cancer has come back but i have my year 12 exams coming up in a month and I hate working there so much that I often come home crying. Should i have stayed and hated my life? Or did I make the right choice in choosing to be happy with my life?

Also can I say the people who made the show "Married, Single, Other" are so stupid for canceling the show! It was the final episode on Sunday night and I Googled in the minute it finished to see if they has signed on for a second season and clearly they haven't. I thought that it was the best show to be on TV this year and they canceled it! I am extremely disappointed.

On a final note I love the movie Easy A and have already seen it twice :).

xoxo

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Today i had my last ever math methods and english sacs. It is a amazing feeling!
No more Farewell to arms. I will have to work extra hard on Look Both Ways as i do not want to have to write on Farewell to Arms EVER AGAIN!!!!
I have no plans for the weekend at all this is the weirdest feeling ever! I have not hung out with one of my closest friends in so long because i have been really busy on the weekend for so many weekends now. It makes me feel lost not having any plans!
So the question is do i A: studying for exams, B: find a friend and PARTY C: make a video or makeover? I really don't know but what i do know is that i am going to just chill tonight and watch old tv shows like Zoey 101 as i has sadly become addicted to it. I'm telling you it is because i am finishing highscbhool and it was on when i was beginning. Well at least that why i hope.

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I am not going to lie i know no one reads this blog. I also know i have not told anyone knows that it exists. You would think that i would tell my friends about my tiny little attempts to write but you see i can not. I think it's because their is always that tiny thought that people are judging you and don't truly like you. I over the years have always been very talented at making new friends keeping them can sometimes be a completely different stories however. I've also been a person to introduce others make friendships happen. It can sometimes seem like people just want that connection and entrance into a group not an actual friendship. WOW i just went on a rant but it is staying.

Today i found myself day dreaming about a hair style. It's a short lopsided one . There is one problem with day dreaming i want long hair. I am finally content with the length of my hair i now am saying it is long. Of course i still want to grow it longer as i fine long hair incredibly pretty. I cut my hair last year it was really short and i didn't like it that much i just wanted long hair and now that i am happy it is long i am thinking of cutting! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???

that's all folks( & myself my only reader*)
*I would love someone to prove me wrong!

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TEN posts!
Wow hi there readers who don't really exist. Hows it going?
Hopefully better than it is for me! I am stressed out to the max. Sacs are all this week and i need to finish my media movie by friday week! i haven't finished reading my english book and i have the sac next week!
Year 12 I HATE YOU there i said it now i feel better :)
well i brought i a pretty dress i should think about that and stop stressing okay bye!