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I got my parents to quit my job for me yesterday. I know I should have done It myself but they're weren't going to let go to an English lecture that I had paid for. So my parents went to make sure I could go and we decide I should quit too as I had been begging to for months now seemed like the right time. I have to work two more times and then I'm done forever! To be completely honest I am freaking out for my last two shifts and If they have said anything to the customers. I know I shouldn't worry but I have to It what I do. I feel so horrid too as my boss's cancer has come back but i have my year 12 exams coming up in a month and I hate working there so much that I often come home crying. Should i have stayed and hated my life? Or did I make the right choice in choosing to be happy with my life?

Also can I say the people who made the show "Married, Single, Other" are so stupid for canceling the show! It was the final episode on Sunday night and I Googled in the minute it finished to see if they has signed on for a second season and clearly they haven't. I thought that it was the best show to be on TV this year and they canceled it! I am extremely disappointed.

On a final note I love the movie Easy A and have already seen it twice :).

xoxo

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Today i had my last ever math methods and english sacs. It is a amazing feeling!
No more Farewell to arms. I will have to work extra hard on Look Both Ways as i do not want to have to write on Farewell to Arms EVER AGAIN!!!!
I have no plans for the weekend at all this is the weirdest feeling ever! I have not hung out with one of my closest friends in so long because i have been really busy on the weekend for so many weekends now. It makes me feel lost not having any plans!
So the question is do i A: studying for exams, B: find a friend and PARTY C: make a video or makeover? I really don't know but what i do know is that i am going to just chill tonight and watch old tv shows like Zoey 101 as i has sadly become addicted to it. I'm telling you it is because i am finishing highscbhool and it was on when i was beginning. Well at least that why i hope.

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I am not going to lie i know no one reads this blog. I also know i have not told anyone knows that it exists. You would think that i would tell my friends about my tiny little attempts to write but you see i can not. I think it's because their is always that tiny thought that people are judging you and don't truly like you. I over the years have always been very talented at making new friends keeping them can sometimes be a completely different stories however. I've also been a person to introduce others make friendships happen. It can sometimes seem like people just want that connection and entrance into a group not an actual friendship. WOW i just went on a rant but it is staying.

Today i found myself day dreaming about a hair style. It's a short lopsided one . There is one problem with day dreaming i want long hair. I am finally content with the length of my hair i now am saying it is long. Of course i still want to grow it longer as i fine long hair incredibly pretty. I cut my hair last year it was really short and i didn't like it that much i just wanted long hair and now that i am happy it is long i am thinking of cutting! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???

that's all folks( & myself my only reader*)
*I would love someone to prove me wrong!

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TEN posts!
Wow hi there readers who don't really exist. Hows it going?
Hopefully better than it is for me! I am stressed out to the max. Sacs are all this week and i need to finish my media movie by friday week! i haven't finished reading my english book and i have the sac next week!
Year 12 I HATE YOU there i said it now i feel better :)
well i brought i a pretty dress i should think about that and stop stressing okay bye!

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Hey there sweet pea!
My sister came home from the good old US of A today! It was AMAZING. I missed her so much. My sister is also my best friend and her being away was awful. I do not want to think about us moving away from each other.
My family watched Toy Story 3 today. It depressed me because i had this one doll in my childhood that i took everywhere. Dolly, creative i know. I had like 5 of the same doll because i kept destroying the ones that i had from over hugging and the fabric would just break. This made me feel guilty as i had replace my favorite toy several times. Today i have those old dolls in cupboard filled with all my old toys. However in my room i do have the same doll as my childhood 'dolly' which i found in an op shop a few years ago, it's in perfect condition how could i not buy it?
That's a wrap!

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Yohoho and a bottle of rum!
Does anyone else feel like this year has gone by so quickly it's scary?
I am offically beginning my freaking out for the fact that I have pretty much 2 months of school left!
That's not including exams as they are different but that is including the holidays!
I am now only realizing that I have so little time left of high school. The place that in 2005 was big, new, exciting and scary. Now I am year twelve and year twelves rule the school. Seriously a year seven was overheard saying " I think all of the year twelves want to bash us!".
I am scared for the future will I get the scores I need? I will make new friends? who is going to stay in touch? who I am I going to lose forever but always miss?
I am also so excited because the structure of university is different to school there will be days off, breaks which we can leave in.
Well future I'm ready for you. Just one thing I'd like you to do for me be nice and treat me well.
Oh and I can not get enough of 'Letters to Juliet' great movie.

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I hate the fact that i don't know what i want to study next year! it's either education or business. I was thinking Environment but then i just decided no!
I Have the VTAC guide and all the universities course books. I just need to make the decision. I have no idea what to choose!
on another note i would like to say that i also hate the fact that i ordered a solution book for my maths methods text book and it hasn't arrived it has been weeks!!!! I need a lot of help so the book needs to hurry. So book shop, that is ever going to see this, HURRY UP!!!
On a happier note i went i went op shopping yesterday and brought a Ralph Lauren jumper! I was so excited! i also got lots of other goodies and can not wait to wear them. I also got myself a pair of army style boots i have been day dreaming about them for so long i was beyond happy when i brought them.
Well that's my quota of feelings bye.