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Hey there sweet pea!
My sister came home from the good old US of A today! It was AMAZING. I missed her so much. My sister is also my best friend and her being away was awful. I do not want to think about us moving away from each other.
My family watched Toy Story 3 today. It depressed me because i had this one doll in my childhood that i took everywhere. Dolly, creative i know. I had like 5 of the same doll because i kept destroying the ones that i had from over hugging and the fabric would just break. This made me feel guilty as i had replace my favorite toy several times. Today i have those old dolls in cupboard filled with all my old toys. However in my room i do have the same doll as my childhood 'dolly' which i found in an op shop a few years ago, it's in perfect condition how could i not buy it?
That's a wrap!

8

Yohoho and a bottle of rum!
Does anyone else feel like this year has gone by so quickly it's scary?
I am offically beginning my freaking out for the fact that I have pretty much 2 months of school left!
That's not including exams as they are different but that is including the holidays!
I am now only realizing that I have so little time left of high school. The place that in 2005 was big, new, exciting and scary. Now I am year twelve and year twelves rule the school. Seriously a year seven was overheard saying " I think all of the year twelves want to bash us!".
I am scared for the future will I get the scores I need? I will make new friends? who is going to stay in touch? who I am I going to lose forever but always miss?
I am also so excited because the structure of university is different to school there will be days off, breaks which we can leave in.
Well future I'm ready for you. Just one thing I'd like you to do for me be nice and treat me well.
Oh and I can not get enough of 'Letters to Juliet' great movie.

7

I hate the fact that i don't know what i want to study next year! it's either education or business. I was thinking Environment but then i just decided no!
I Have the VTAC guide and all the universities course books. I just need to make the decision. I have no idea what to choose!
on another note i would like to say that i also hate the fact that i ordered a solution book for my maths methods text book and it hasn't arrived it has been weeks!!!! I need a lot of help so the book needs to hurry. So book shop, that is ever going to see this, HURRY UP!!!
On a happier note i went i went op shopping yesterday and brought a Ralph Lauren jumper! I was so excited! i also got lots of other goodies and can not wait to wear them. I also got myself a pair of army style boots i have been day dreaming about them for so long i was beyond happy when i brought them.
Well that's my quota of feelings bye.

6

I have methods tutoring in the city every Tuesday these days. Today when i was getting home on the packed tram and train it made me have a sad thought. There is so many people in the world and my existence is meaningless. I'm definitely a positive one today. I don't want to waste my life and have not to have done or experienced anything.
How though can i make all my life decisions that will mean that my life is something and not just a waste. Not just a statistic or number. I know i can't plan my whole life out but i need a direction to go in. I have three options i want to study in 2011 environment, teaching or marketing. Where is my compass, my magic mirror or magic 8 ball to tell which to choose which would make me happy. Which will lead to success, to failure, to travel, to richest, to freedom to a life that i could never of dreamed of. A life better than the movies i want my life to be the best it can be. I want to be happy not just settling for the easiest option!

5

I just watched an old episode four corners. It was about a girl who went back to Afghanistan she had moved from there when she was six years old to England. She had the cameras follow her and meet many different girls who had lives that are nothing like hers. There were girls who were at risked of being bombed from going to school. I wake up in the morning groaning as I don't want to go to school. That" I can't be bothered". They put their own lives at risk to be educated and people like me just take it for granted. Whenever I hear of see something about other countries that aren't like Australia or aren't as fortunate as Australia it upsets me. I would want to help; I would want to be less selfish; But than a few days later I forget and more on in my selfish little life were I complain that I can't afford another pair of high heel or another dress for my already over flowing wardrobe!
The reason I watched the episode in the first place is because my English talked about the episode and my Father just happened to have taped it. We are studying 'Whose Reality'. The lives of these girls shown on the episode must have such different realities to mine. I can not imagine living anywhere else. I would go crazy without the internet; my mobile phone and Facebook. Imagine children living in third world countries their lives are so different to mine. It makes me grateful that I live here in Australia and that I have the Parents that I have.

xx

4

Today was the first day of term three.
With the it is pretty much my last term of high school. Term four is really just revision, practice exams and the real exams!
To tell the truth the end of high school really scares me. There is so many people i am friends with and enjoy talking to. All though i don't think I will be keeping in contact with all of them. I want to keep my friends I don't want to lose them. How am i meant to know who is worth fighting for?
There is one friend who used to be my everything but I can already feel the no contact ruining our friendship. With our shared past together a long forgotten memory.
DANCE ACADEMY is amazing and I am addicted to it.
That is all.

3

Okay so i stopped blogging. I had 2 whole posts and completely forgot the promise to myself I made to blog. I know that what i am saying is important or that everyone wants to know what I think/ However I know that I believe in what Isay, so i'm going to say my opinion anyway.
Today was my 'fat day' not a day where i ate too much and actually became fatter. No, I just felt that I had the need to exercise because I was fat. So I got on my brooks t-shirt and was jogging/ walking around my my backyard. I was listening to the new album released by the I clarly star Miranda Cosgrove I am now in love with the songs the lyrics are relatable and song pretty good. So now I am a fan.
Today I decided I have the need to become fit and more healthy, saying this I am not extremely out of shape. Just if someone was chasing me it wouldn't take them very long to catch up to me...
so I am planning on become more fit and while I trying to do this I thought "hey why not become more too, while i'm at it."
This is now my send off.